My name is Josie.
I like my life.

"

I suffocate inside my skin,
I am kind but no longer lovely;
I cannot count my bones at night.

I’ve stretched my clothes thin,
And I look my age again;
They tell me I am finally
Talkative and open and giving.
They say the old me is back.

I stare this new figure in the eyes,
The woman they’ve come to praise,
And I curse her out with every flame
For the way my stomach folds
And my knees dimple
And my cheeks round.
I scream at her for her excess
And chastise her for her curves,
Desperate to take a knife to her softness.
I am violent and unforgiving,
I am not Emi.
I go to her jagged, aiming to forget
The weight I’ve taken in.

I sleep restlessly but I wake up as myself.
I make coffee in the morning,
Send a prayer up to the sky,
And let my writing fill the books
With mantras where I promise
I will stay like this forever.

"
the thoughts come but they can’t stay, Emily Kei @emilyinthemorning (via emilyinthemorning)

I’ve been struggling and I don’t want inpatient but also I’ve been really failing on my own.

So there’s that

August 22, 2014
I’ll take my award for World’s Best Roommate now

I’ll take my award for World’s Best Roommate now

August 15, 2014

Note to self: mental pain does not justify body mistreatment

July 19, 2014

What is the average price of cherries?

fanbladesubmarine:

fuck-yeah-poor-vegans:

Because I just found some for $1.99 a pound and got 2 pounds of them. I’m pretty sure I’m used to seeing them a lot more expensive than this, which is why I usually don’t buy them. Fuck, these are good though.

I got 2lbs recently for a…

I  work at Whole Foods and this season they have been as high as 11.99/lb (organic) and as low as 1.99/lb (conventional)

1.99 was a one day sale and people lost their shit.

"Don’t get attached to moments.
Good or bad, they all pass."
(via pawesley)
July 18, 2014
rawmanda:

Tropical Chocolate Heaven  Too much sugar? Nope! It’s much easier on your digestive system to consume natural sugars from fruits. The less work your body does digesting the food you eat, the more it can focus energy on healing ❤️ If you are experiencing digestive issues make sure you are eating RIPE fruit. Yes, bananas will make you constipated if you eat them unripe!! Sweet and spotty are the only way to eat them. Not sure how to tell if a fruit is ripe? Google “how to tell if a _______ is ripe” 👌
Recipe7 frozen bananas, half blended with 2 tbsp carob powder, half blended with dragonfruit // topped with dried mulberries, cacao nibs, coconut flakes, kiwi

rawmanda:

Tropical Chocolate Heaven 
Too much sugar? Nope! It’s much easier on your digestive system to consume natural sugars from fruits. The less work your body does digesting the food you eat, the more it can focus energy on healing ❤️ If you are experiencing digestive issues make sure you are eating RIPE fruit. Yes, bananas will make you constipated if you eat them unripe!! Sweet and spotty are the only way to eat them. Not sure how to tell if a fruit is ripe? Google “how to tell if a _______ is ripe” 👌

Recipe
7 frozen bananas, half blended with 2 tbsp carob powder, half blended with dragonfruit // topped with dried mulberries, cacao nibs, coconut flakes, kiwi

I’m going to let myself be sad and discouraged and anxious and stressed.

Then I’m going to take a nap.

Then I’m going to do something about it.

"I feel sad that he’s just a voice now."
Yoko Ono (via purplebuddhaproject)
 
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